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About Me Member Yellow Alien Angie16/Female/United Kingdom Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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Na na na na na na na na nana...

Wed May 6, 2009, 2:59 PM
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: me humming all the small things
  • Reading: keeping faith
  • Watching: nothin
  • Drinking: coffee
So... I feel so shit lately, I decided to try n focus back on the positive things in life. Do you ever get that thing, when you're reading through old notes or letters and stuff, and you just think, 'holy crap, was I ever that happy?!'
It's like I've forgotten what that even means, to me happiness is those 'i don't feel so depressed i'm gonna curl up' moments nowdays. And so I was like, woahhhh, something's going very wrong here. So, here in a moment in which i actually don't feel terrible, are the things I am thankful for- just so I don't forget.

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I'm thankful for the sun and the way it makes my hair warm, I'm thankful for red skirts and biciles, I'm thankful for grass and the colour yellow and icecones. I'm thankful for the people who don't leave you- I'm thankful that I can lie to myself and believe such a tning exists ((people always leave)). I'm thankful for God and Evolution and Dreams. I'm thankful for sunflower covered books and diaries with scrawled out thoughts. i'm thankful for salt. I'm thankful for kites and paper sailboats and childish pictures. I'm thankful that I can find them amazing: they are. I'm thankful for paint and oil and rubbish TV at 3 am. I'm thankful for 3 am. and 4, and 5 and 6, but not 7 because that's when I wake up. I'm thankful for sleep. I'm thankful for painkillers. I'm thankful for Teaspoons and the abbreviation tsp and the people who can tye a red sellotape piece around it and make it important. I'm thankful for impacts- the good and I suppose the bad, because they all help you grow, right? right? I'm thankful yet again for the lies I tell myself. I'm thankful for walls and barriers and my pillow. I'm thankful for coconut shampoo and maths and felines- in particular. i'm thankful for horror movies. I'm thankful for emails and rebels and parents, I'm thankful for the way in which my finger traces cursive in misty windows and people's arms- i'm thankful people never pay attention to the things I write. i'm thankful for bad grammar and spelling and for those people who can be fooled into thinking that was on purpose. i'm thankful for daisies and maises and taxis. i'm thankful for pink gems and oil pastels, i'm thankful for ribbons and ice skates and poetry. i'm thankful that all of this has meaning, i'm thankful for the tales behind seemingly random words. I'm thankful i'm humble enough to beg.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: England.
  • Interests: writing...
  • Favourite band or musician: Angels and Airwaves
  • Favourite genre of music: Errrrrrrrrrm... most things, really
  • Favourite artist: Would I be annoying if I said God?
  • Favourite poet or writer: Terry Pratchett <3 (Kelsey for poetry)
  • Favourite style of art: honest ones.
  • Favourite cartoon character: The aliens in the Simpsons
  • Personal Quote: Be an Impact.
  • Tools of the Trade: all these gaps you left inside me.

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much thanks for the fav

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Able to lay paw in the shadow but still see ones reflection in the light of the moon

Thank You Angie!

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you're very welcome : )

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Be An Impact.
thank you for the favourite !
very welcome!

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Be An Impact.
:halfliquid: thank you very much! <3


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very welcome : )

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Be An Impact.
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The dream was always running ahead of me. To catch up, to live for a moment in unison with it, that was the miracle. (Anais Nin)
thanks so much for the favorite!!
Thank you for the fave. :D

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"This is how the world ends, not with a bang but a whimper."

"I thought it would be nice to lie down and close my eyes. It never occurred to me that I am already asleep."

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